Home Alone :(

For the first time in my life..I have to live at home alone for 3 days 2 night. That make me feel scare. I actually feel boring when live in this house for a long time..but I have to wait for about two weeks more. Do you know how I feel rite now? I feel so lonely,sad,hatred,bored and want to cry. But I try to make myself happy because all that negative feelings will not bring any pros to me. So, what can I do to chill up myself are, watch tv,cooking,clean & tidy the house,writting blog and anything hobby that can make me feel happy:)................................................. I have to stay at home alone because my mother have to keep company my father to his outstation at Kuantan.So my mother also have to bring my nephew because my nephew kept asking my mom when she want to bring him to the swimming pool........................ For this seconds..I feel sad and want to cry again...only ~My Snow Heart~ can reduce my stress and sadness!..and now I've cried...cry....and cry..............I don't know what I want to eat this night..tommorow..and tommorow..I also have to sleep alone.....hurmm so lonely....Anyway,that is good because I don't have to argue with my brother anymore..yehhaaa! hehehe...................................................... And...when I online in fb..for a moment I feel happy,another time I feel sad..huhu..fb just make me feel crazy..hehe...but I like that. Huurmm...I don't know what to do anymore.....listen to the music also I have done......................... Abah,Mama,Aiman and Nazmi...please coming back soon..I already miss all of you :(........................