Cinta Hati (Ooppssss!)

ehermm3x..assalamualaikum/good evening sume..sorry lately ni bussy sikit kene jadi baby sitter sepenuh masa..x sempat nk update status..Tapi malam ni dhia nak cite sikit pasal cinta hati dhia...hehe...sebenarnye hal ni terlalu privasi nk cite kat sini..tp memandangkan skrg ni dhia da setahun solo(rekod paling lame solo =p),dhia nak crite jgk buat pengajaran dan iktibar.Ada juga lelaki baik yang suka kat dhia tapi mata ni rabun kot boleh tak suke kat dorang. Let start,..Hrmm..once upon a time...in a year 2004, I've got my first love...but..I only keep it inside my heart until he get married with other girl recently.I can't tell him because I know that my love is just a love on one hand clapping.I don't feel disappointed but actually happy with his decision. So,I've got my 2nd love in year 2006..all this time I only have girlfriends.I thought I want to make friend with a boy to find a difference.It began when my father bought me a 3100 handphone..hehe..so I started find a boy friend through Kreko magazine. At last I got one.. We actually a good friend not a couple and never saw even once..but he suggest me to be his friend girlfriend...So I just couple with his friend in about 2 years..hohoho.At the same time, another guy keep distracted me on the phone and said he just make a wrong call.But actually he want something from me..I never knew he want to used me to get my money and unfortunately he was my third love in year 2007!!hurmm..this is the love that I really3x hate and worst!!! After that I've got my 4th love in year 2008.I knew him from myspace..he ask me to became her girlfriend and that time I was a innocent girl that easy to accept him in my life.After 3 months, I can feel and know that he isn't a good boy.He have another girl and....a million girl ..hurrmm.. So, my love story continued with the 5th love in year 2009.I found him also in myspace. He also ask me to became he girlfriend and I have done the same mistake in my love life! His behavior also not much difference with my 4rd love.Our love were last for 2 years only because of some reason. So..the moral value of my story is don't believe someone by your eyes,used your mind first base on reality. "First love is memories,Second love is Lesson, & Love which in turn is a necessity for life because life without love is like food without salt"